A Destiny of Love


I remember when we were just little girls

We were innocent then

Life had no demands

Our love was genuine

Not tainted by man

As we grew we learned the lessons our leaders spoke

Not knowing then the damage those lessons would invoke

I grew into a teen not knowing the legacy I would lead

I led you down an unhealthy path, indeed

I didn’t intend to lead you astray

Then I got saved I thought it natural you’d follow that way

For a time it lasted

But the enemy stole the seeds that were planted

I never could have guessed our end would be so tragic

The enemy worked a strong plan

He separated our lives due to choices from a man

But without a doubt I know it’s all in God’s hands

For today my dear sister, I am praying for you

For Love to surround you and for God to fill you too

Years have passed, you’ve grown so have I

To do it differently, I know I would try

We cannot change the past or the reasons as to why

Life changed for us on that tragic day

When I betrayed your trust and once again led you astray

To take it back I wish I could

Help you understand, I really would

Understand the reasons why

I made the choice that day

To involve the authorities

For I saw no other way

I loved you then and your children too

They meant the world to me

Just as they did to you too

I wanted help but didn’t know how to seek it

I made a choice I would regret and later wish I kept secret

I didn’t know how to help you back then

I loved you my sister and just wanted it to end

The pain that I knew you were going through

The life you lived I knew it wasn’t true

True to whom you wanted to be

But in a trap set from the enemy

A trap and you couldn’t break free

 I thought I had helped, it would break the curse

Little did I know it would backfire and reverse

The intent I had for the choice that I made

I wanted to free you but instead helped you become further  enslaved

To the master, he loved you, he claimed that for sure

But he stole you from our family and made you obscure

I wish I could have stopped the pain you went through

I wish I could have taken care of you

If I could have done it another way

Believe me, my sister I’d beg you to stay

How could he do this to you and to me

How could he do this to our sweet Destiny

I will never understand why things happen the way they do

But one thing I’m sure of, I will always love you

I think of you, and your babies, how you are as a mom

I hope that what I did helped you to better respond

I pray that you embrace the moments with your kids

And love them the way our parents never did

I pray for you tonight as you lay your head to rest

I pray that God give you peace and that you are blessed

I pray that God protects as you, as you live your life

I pray that as time passes you’ll allow me to try

To help you understand why I did what I did

I pray for protection for you and your kids

For understanding and forgiveness to fill your heart

And the time we’ve missed will be just the start

Of a new relationship that God will bring

Someday we’ll be reunited and together we’ll sing

The praises of what God can do

The praise of what faith can make true

I love you sister

I miss you everyday

And I long for the moments

That together we can say

We overcame this tragic past

And are stronger today

Fiercely I will pray for you

I will trust and believe that

This dream will come true

I believe that God has plan through this

Time will pass, and someday we will reminisce

Until the day you come back and we’re united again

I will love you and pray even until my life reaches its’ end

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Humble Belief.

When all else fails

I will believe

Your past does not define you

When everyone turns their backs

I will pray for you

Your mistakes do not make you

when everything seems to go array

when life isn’t making any sense

even when you haven’t prayed

when you feel like nothing even matters

when life seems different

and dreams have shattered

I will believe in you

who cares what they say

who cares what they think

For our God is for You

He’ll save you from the brink

the brink of death

as it lurks at your door

but He is stronger

their words are no more

believe in yourself

you will make it someday

come back to your God

He will make a way

I know you can do it

I believe that you can

for our God is greater than any mans plan

He sees you there

He knows your doubts

Hes waiting for you

so go ahead, reach out

take a hold of His hand

let Him lead you away

from your own devices

that once led you astray

this is your walk

no one can compare

when the path is over

they will not be there

not her or him, or they or them

its your path only

not for other men

so let go now

of the ways that hold you

Grab hold of God

and let Him mold you

In His hands

all things can change

In His timing

life can be rearranged

the best for you is yet to come

I believe it can happen

Because I believe in the one

the one who came and did it for me

who cleansed me

saved me

and set me free

no respecter of persons

for one and for all

justice for the living

He took our fall

so fall in to His loving embrace

and let Him lead you

to complete this race

See the blessings

and embrace your fate

for you can run and try to hide

but He’ll seek you out

make you swallow that pride

let it go

you’ll fly so free

to be the person

you were created to be

I believe in you

because He believed in me

trust Him again

Be who you were meant to be

Allow Him to once again

set you free

Be free





Days were long then

Filled with purpose and a plan

Not enough hours

To complete all the challenges

Days seemed like they’d always be the same

Minutes ticked by

Going no place

So it seemed

Passing into history

Life had a meaning then

Now just a memory

Those days are no more

A vapor only remembered

Now the days are long

Nothing like before

Purpose is obscure

Minutes tick away

Leaving purpose in a blur

How did it change

How did I get here

Where are the days that held the meaning

It used to be so clear

Where is the purpose now

Its almost so demeaning

Eating away at my life

Moment by moment

I watch it slip by

Into eternity, time is lost forever

How did I get here

Will it ever change

The one thing time has told me

It never remains the same

Change is inevitable

Hold tight, my dear child

For this too has meaning

A purpose for your growth

Your character will bloom

This will produce fruit

Wait until the season is over

The harvest will be abundant

You will thank me for the delay

For in that delay your purpose has been refined

Don’t question my timing

Trust and remain obedient

Know that through the weary days

This too has a purpose

You cannot see,  how I see you

You cannot see, what I’m doing for you

But know this my dear daughter

This season too has meaning

Like precious metal in the fire

You will come out shining

A masterpiece, created by me

A work of art

Meant for all to see

My glory will be radiant

You will shine like the moon

Others will see my glory

Flower ready to bloom

You will see the purpose through the confusion

All in My time

Trust It like the air you breath

Hold to It like your life depends upon It

For it does

Keep your head held high

Trust in my plans for you

Never let fear stop the growth you’re going through

Trust. Believe. Hold tight to your faith

For I have never left you alone

Never left you to your own fate

All things have a purpose

A reason for the emotion

Trust me, dear child

For my love is like an ocean

An ocean to consume you during the times when you may doubt

Water to rush over you

When the fear wants to take you out

Living water to flow through you

To fill you internally with the strength that you need

To endure through this season

And during anytime you may want to flee

I have never left you, my beautiful girl

I will be here through this time

Trust me.

Hear My spirit leading

In the deep, dark time

You are not alone

Hear My whisper

Let My spirit comfort you

You will make it through

Trust. Believe.

You are not alone.